I'm tired of the complaining...SPEED...lol.
Here is a real post.
FYI blogging world, I am still seeing Trin. Exclusively.
I know, jaw dropping, huh. She is a great woman and I've been told that she brings out something good in me. I thought I was good anyway, but...
The exclusive part is new. Even Speed didn't know about it and I'm sure as soon as I post this, I will get a "wtf" phone call. But its cool. It's not like the CLC doesn't like her. In fact, they like her a lot. The best part...she likes them too.
It has been about 6 months since we started seeing each other. 6 great months. I admit, I did have a little confusion and turmoil in the middle and sometimes, it is still a struggle but then I wake up next to her or with her in my arms and it all fades. It fades and transforms into relief and something else that I just can't put a word to.
Don't get any ideas. She is not moving in nor am I moving in with her. I am not ready for that. But it is nice to spend weekends together and such. So, unless Speed confesses her love for me, Trin might be the one for me for a very long time.
How is that for a post??
PS...Peace is promising an update here. Her news is much more exciting.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Nothing at all
There is some crazy weather down this way. But we are experiencing some of the coolest lightning I have ever seen.
But...surf is up!
But...surf is up!
Friday, September 4, 2009
Speed IS the psycho dike!
Since Speed loves to write about us (and I'm not complaining), I think one or all of us should write a little bit about her. Because I love her and she IS one of us.
Speed is truly a beautiful person. And I'm not just talking about her looks. Although...truth be told, before I met her gorgeous female J, I made more than a few indecent proposals. But that's another story. She's beautiful on the inside too.
She's the best of friends. She would be the first person to drop whatever she was doing to help out a friend in need. Believe me, I've had to call a few times too many (and sometimes in the middle of the night) to get her to bail me out of a jam or pick me up somewhere. No matter what, where, or when, she would always be there.
She's super fucking talented too. Music, art, writing songs, writing stories...she's got it all. She's wild and crazy and just mad fun to hang out with. She is our Speed Demon and keeps us all living in the fast lane.
I noticed when she wrote about the party we threw for her at Starr's place, she failed to mention anything she did that night. She's like that though. Always highlighting her friends before herself. So who better to tell it than I...
Starr did try to fool her. We showed up at her mom's place and kidnapped her. As soon as we had her in the car, I put the blindfold on. Starr zig zagged all over the county until she got the text message that everything was set up.
When we finally got there, Bruiser carried Speed up the steps and into the house. Once we got her steady on those damn crutches, we took off the blindfold. I know she was expecting a party but I know she wasn't expecting a party like this. We called in all the favors.
She did sneak away some how but Walker quickly found her out back and dragged her back in. We made her jump in the pit and dance with us until she could no longer stand on her one leg. But then...
Starr took a stool up to the makeshift stage and Liz, the guitarist from my girls band, set up the mic and handed her the guitar. Yeah...Speed fuckin' ROCKED! (Inside note...I told Lani what songs I had heard Speed play before and Lani made sure the band knew them all. They knew most of them already anyway.) If you've ever read Speed's blog, then you have heard that song "Wasted" by L.P. that plays after the Tegan and Sara song. Well, she opened with "Wasted." She had us all on our feet. And then she went into "Crimson and Clover," the Joan Jett version but a little harder and a lot faster. It was hottttt! And I knew she couldn't do Joan without doing a little Lita Ford. "Kiss Me Deadly"...super sexy. The last song she played was that "All You Got" song by Tegan and Sara. She changed up the lyrics at the end and had us all singing, "This is the time of our lives."
She really blew the roof off the place.
The party eventually moved outside. Some of the party people took to the waves. The rest of us relaxed by the fire pit roasting marshmallows. (Its one of Speed's favorite things to do.) And, I'm not sure how she told it, but SHE started the mini marshmallow fight. And YES, we ganged up on her because we could and we love her that much.
I'm thinking that she didn't write about the quarter pipe ride because J probably reads her blog and J would most likely give her hell for being so crazy with that cast on her leg. (J, if you read this, I promise we were very, very careful with your girl and we didn't let her get too crazy. She did get home in one piece..lol.)
When it comes to anything that gets your adrenaline pumping, Speed is all over it. She is a true junkie and I mean that in the most loving way. Speed and Bruiser snuck away after the marshmallow fight and we found them on the top of the quarter pipe. We're still not sure how she got up there and Bruiser isn't telling. We walked up just in time to see Bruiser letting Speed go. She was sitting on the board. How she held on for that drop in is beyond me. And how she was able to turn that board in the air...got me? But she did, and she didn't crash once. She is sick...on or off her feet.
It definitely isn't a party without one of Speed's famous fireside stories. We all huddled in and listened as she told us about the day she got lost in the woods up there in that hick town J stole her away too. (No offense J. We still love you.) She had us laughing so hard that it was bringing tears to our eyes.
Before we took her home, Candy took her for a spin on her bike. Candy is crazy but I swear, sometimes...Speed makes her look tame. Candy swears she didn't let Speed drive (we all promised J we wouldn't let her drive a thing) but I find it hard to believe that Speed was satisfied riding bitch. Hmm...
Mad fun indeed. That is Speed. Love ya, you psycho dike.
Speed is truly a beautiful person. And I'm not just talking about her looks. Although...truth be told, before I met her gorgeous female J, I made more than a few indecent proposals. But that's another story. She's beautiful on the inside too.
She's the best of friends. She would be the first person to drop whatever she was doing to help out a friend in need. Believe me, I've had to call a few times too many (and sometimes in the middle of the night) to get her to bail me out of a jam or pick me up somewhere. No matter what, where, or when, she would always be there.
She's super fucking talented too. Music, art, writing songs, writing stories...she's got it all. She's wild and crazy and just mad fun to hang out with. She is our Speed Demon and keeps us all living in the fast lane.
I noticed when she wrote about the party we threw for her at Starr's place, she failed to mention anything she did that night. She's like that though. Always highlighting her friends before herself. So who better to tell it than I...
Starr did try to fool her. We showed up at her mom's place and kidnapped her. As soon as we had her in the car, I put the blindfold on. Starr zig zagged all over the county until she got the text message that everything was set up.
When we finally got there, Bruiser carried Speed up the steps and into the house. Once we got her steady on those damn crutches, we took off the blindfold. I know she was expecting a party but I know she wasn't expecting a party like this. We called in all the favors.
She did sneak away some how but Walker quickly found her out back and dragged her back in. We made her jump in the pit and dance with us until she could no longer stand on her one leg. But then...
Starr took a stool up to the makeshift stage and Liz, the guitarist from my girls band, set up the mic and handed her the guitar. Yeah...Speed fuckin' ROCKED! (Inside note...I told Lani what songs I had heard Speed play before and Lani made sure the band knew them all. They knew most of them already anyway.) If you've ever read Speed's blog, then you have heard that song "Wasted" by L.P. that plays after the Tegan and Sara song. Well, she opened with "Wasted." She had us all on our feet. And then she went into "Crimson and Clover," the Joan Jett version but a little harder and a lot faster. It was hottttt! And I knew she couldn't do Joan without doing a little Lita Ford. "Kiss Me Deadly"...super sexy. The last song she played was that "All You Got" song by Tegan and Sara. She changed up the lyrics at the end and had us all singing, "This is the time of our lives."
She really blew the roof off the place.
The party eventually moved outside. Some of the party people took to the waves. The rest of us relaxed by the fire pit roasting marshmallows. (Its one of Speed's favorite things to do.) And, I'm not sure how she told it, but SHE started the mini marshmallow fight. And YES, we ganged up on her because we could and we love her that much.
I'm thinking that she didn't write about the quarter pipe ride because J probably reads her blog and J would most likely give her hell for being so crazy with that cast on her leg. (J, if you read this, I promise we were very, very careful with your girl and we didn't let her get too crazy. She did get home in one piece..lol.)
When it comes to anything that gets your adrenaline pumping, Speed is all over it. She is a true junkie and I mean that in the most loving way. Speed and Bruiser snuck away after the marshmallow fight and we found them on the top of the quarter pipe. We're still not sure how she got up there and Bruiser isn't telling. We walked up just in time to see Bruiser letting Speed go. She was sitting on the board. How she held on for that drop in is beyond me. And how she was able to turn that board in the air...got me? But she did, and she didn't crash once. She is sick...on or off her feet.
It definitely isn't a party without one of Speed's famous fireside stories. We all huddled in and listened as she told us about the day she got lost in the woods up there in that hick town J stole her away too. (No offense J. We still love you.) She had us laughing so hard that it was bringing tears to our eyes.
Before we took her home, Candy took her for a spin on her bike. Candy is crazy but I swear, sometimes...Speed makes her look tame. Candy swears she didn't let Speed drive (we all promised J we wouldn't let her drive a thing) but I find it hard to believe that Speed was satisfied riding bitch. Hmm...
Mad fun indeed. That is Speed. Love ya, you psycho dike.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Too fast for love
I keep having this dream that Speed is trying to steal my bike. Wait...she did try. Life is slow without you here grrl. I hope you are coming back sooner than you said because I got you a gift. But you can't have it or know what it is until you get here.
Life is good (for anyone that actually reads this and isn't one of the CLC). Life is clean. And love is amazing.
(I have to rub this in, Speed.) We, the CLC, just spent a week surf chasing up the coast of Florida. Tropical storms and hurricanes that don't hit land ROCK!
That's what you get for leaving us down here, Speed.
Life is good (for anyone that actually reads this and isn't one of the CLC). Life is clean. And love is amazing.
(I have to rub this in, Speed.) We, the CLC, just spent a week surf chasing up the coast of Florida. Tropical storms and hurricanes that don't hit land ROCK!
That's what you get for leaving us down here, Speed.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Could it be?
I have to say this again...I am so fucking excited to see Speed. We have so much catching up to do. It really sucks we won't be able to hit the inlet for some waves but at least we will have her.
On to the real post.
I guess the reason I haven't posted about anything lately is because I really don't know what to say. I've been somewhat confused and torn. The girls know, but I just didn't want to mention it here. But...I think I have it all figured out (with the help of some really great advice from all my CLC girls.)
For the longest time, the thought of anyone else in my life besides Skylar was...petrifying, painful, and sad. The connection we had, the love we shared, it was (and still is) sacred and very much a part of me. As Speed pointed out, its the part of me that makes me live. But until she explained it to me, I had always thought that another person in my life would take that all away.
Now, I know its not true. Skylar will always be that part of me no matter what happens.
I believe I wrote about Trin in this blog. She is the amazingly beautiful woman, inside and out, that I met at the bookstore a few months ago. We've had a few very romantic dinners, several heated nights by the ocean, and many real fun dates. I'm finally ready to admit that I might more than like her.
She is so unbelievable. But sometimes, I catch myself comparing her to Skylar. I know I shouldn't do that and that in my heart, no one could ever compare to her. But Trin, she reminds me of Skylar in so many ways yet they are so different. And really, what I feel for Trin is a lot different from the way I feel for Skylar.
That was what caused all of my confusion. It has been a long time since I was in a relationship but I should have remembered that all love is different. It might still be love, but it doesn't mean it will be exactly like the love before it.
Love...this very well could be it. But I'm not going to try and analyze it anymore. If it is, it is. If not, well I will know. And Trin, she has been so patient and idle of sorts. She knows a bit about Skylar but not everything, of course. She's met the Crazy Lesbians I call my family (except for Speed) and they all love her just as much as she loves them.
So, maybe this is it...she is it. That one person that can help me heal and hold my hand as I walk through the path I never thought I would see again. Maybe...
We will see.
On to the real post.
I guess the reason I haven't posted about anything lately is because I really don't know what to say. I've been somewhat confused and torn. The girls know, but I just didn't want to mention it here. But...I think I have it all figured out (with the help of some really great advice from all my CLC girls.)
For the longest time, the thought of anyone else in my life besides Skylar was...petrifying, painful, and sad. The connection we had, the love we shared, it was (and still is) sacred and very much a part of me. As Speed pointed out, its the part of me that makes me live. But until she explained it to me, I had always thought that another person in my life would take that all away.
Now, I know its not true. Skylar will always be that part of me no matter what happens.
I believe I wrote about Trin in this blog. She is the amazingly beautiful woman, inside and out, that I met at the bookstore a few months ago. We've had a few very romantic dinners, several heated nights by the ocean, and many real fun dates. I'm finally ready to admit that I might more than like her.
She is so unbelievable. But sometimes, I catch myself comparing her to Skylar. I know I shouldn't do that and that in my heart, no one could ever compare to her. But Trin, she reminds me of Skylar in so many ways yet they are so different. And really, what I feel for Trin is a lot different from the way I feel for Skylar.
That was what caused all of my confusion. It has been a long time since I was in a relationship but I should have remembered that all love is different. It might still be love, but it doesn't mean it will be exactly like the love before it.
Love...this very well could be it. But I'm not going to try and analyze it anymore. If it is, it is. If not, well I will know. And Trin, she has been so patient and idle of sorts. She knows a bit about Skylar but not everything, of course. She's met the Crazy Lesbians I call my family (except for Speed) and they all love her just as much as she loves them.
So, maybe this is it...she is it. That one person that can help me heal and hold my hand as I walk through the path I never thought I would see again. Maybe...
We will see.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Nothing much of nothing, really?
Our grrl Speed is coming home for a few weeks!
We haven't seen her in about six months...ever since that evil girl J took her all the way to Georgia. (Just kidding...you know I love ya J.)
I think my reasons for making this blog have failed. My phone rings more than ever now. But if the girls want the world to know what is going on with them, I'm making them write it here themselves.
Here that CLC??
We haven't seen her in about six months...ever since that evil girl J took her all the way to Georgia. (Just kidding...you know I love ya J.)
I think my reasons for making this blog have failed. My phone rings more than ever now. But if the girls want the world to know what is going on with them, I'm making them write it here themselves.
Here that CLC??
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