Loving life for the first time

I can't believe how long it has been since I posted. Everything is so much different now.

I'm getting close to my 6 months of being clean. Its been work, but I'm staying this way. The pain from my accident has been manageable for the most part. I think I might have mentioned that Starr introduced me to natural medicine. Once a month, I get physical treatment for the old injuries and then I do physical therapy. So, really, this is the best I've felt since the day of the accident.

Ash, my beautiful Ash. I sold my old place. We needed a change of scenery. Right now, we are renting a place right on the beach, not too far from Starr. I bought Ash a motorcycle and I taught her to ride. We've been spending most of our time riding.

When I got our of rehab, I had asked Ash to marry me. She told that she wasn't saying yes or no until I made three months sober. So, I asked her again on my three month. She said yes! But...she won't set a date until my six month. Which is only a few weeks away. I'm excited. She is the love of my life and forever with her is going to be the best. I know it.

My buddy, my pal, Speed is back finally. Well, not back in Florida, but online so we can read her crazy stories about life. She left us all down here back in October and she has yet to see the new me. So this is me begging.....please come home, please. We all miss you like mad. And Ash told me to tell you hello. I want to thank you for all you've done. Crazy love, woman!