What I really want

I'm really liking this love thing. Its made me want to open myself up completely.
I took Laney out last night. On a real date. My first real date. We went down to the lighthouse after a romantic like dinner. And then we walked the beach. I had no idea I could even be romantic. Then...I brought her back to my place and she stayed the night with me. Other than the Crazy Lesbian Circus girls, she the only other woman that has ever spent the night here.
I think I might just go crazy when she heads out on tour.
It sounds and feel strange, but I swear I miss her already.