I'm back

Yeah, I'm back...so hide your chickens and cook the children. Ha ha.
I'm feeling pretty good. Pretty strong too. I had no idea how bad I was. Thank all of you...Starr, Bruiser, Walker, Peace, and Dimes...for helping me so much. For being there when I really needed you. For everything all of you have done. I love you all to death.

So, now I have to apologize for all the times I wouldn't listen to you guys. All those times I told you to fuck off. All the times I've hurt you all. You still stuck by me and tried to help. I am so sorry for all the hell I may have put any and all of you through. (Most of it I can't remember.)

I made a promise and I intend to keep it. I didn't realize how much I loved Ash until I almost lost her. I know now that I can't live without her. She saved my life.